exploring the pathways to transcendence, learning that often ascension is the decent into heaven, the boxes we keep ourselves in that are actually doorways to something more miraculous than we could ever imagine, the opening of a deeply sensitive heart, the way love molds us, self crucification in order to prove worthiness or goodness & mutilation as ritual
the excruciating pain of opening the heart again after locking it in a box but how good it feels to finally let the sunlight hit the wound
